English transcript

I was reading Quran. I stopped. I said, Allah, this is my moment. This is the time I'm about to jump into Islam.

All I need is just a sign. Just a little sign. Nothing huge. Maybe a bolt of lightning.

You know, maybe half the house could fall down or something. You know, just small. Small for you, man. You created the earth. Come on.

So I sat there. I was waiting for the candle to start lighting up to 4 meters high like in the movies.

And I go, okay, go.

Subhanallah, nothing. Absolutely nothing happened.

I was really disappointed, to be honest.

So I sat there and I said, Allah, this is your chance.

I'm here. I'm not going nowhere. I'll give you another chance.

Okay, maybe you're busy. I know it's daytime over on the other side of the world. There's a whole lot of stuff going on.

Maybe this time it could just be like a car backfiring. You know, something small. All right, half the house, the candle. Let's forget that.

A bird could fart outside. I don't care. Just anything.

So I said, okay, go.

And subhanallah, absolutely nothing happened.

And I mean, I couldn't have even said, that was it. That creep just then in the wall, that was it. Absolutely nothing happened.

I was really disappointed. I was gutted. I was sitting there thinking this is it, you know. This was my last chance. Islam.

And I really, I haven't found it.

I pulled back the Qur'an. I turned back to where I was reading.

Subhanallah, the very next verse on the next page.

For those of you who ask for signs, have we not shown you enough already?

Look around you. Look at the stars. Look at the sun. Look at water.

These are the signs for the people of knowledge. Subhanallah.