Personal Loss and Career Reflections

I lost a lot, a lot, yeah.

To be honest, a lot. I don't want to say how much, but it was a lot.

I lost everything in England.

Because England, as I said, England is there, I did everything in my car.

You know, I bought a lot of houses there. I have three houses there.

I have a lot of cars.

So all of them, I lost, except money also. Yeah. Yeah.

And when you were buying those things, they were all in your partner's

name, your ex's name? No, no, no. It was for all of us, you know.

Because she was my wife.

So when I bought everything, I didn't put her name,

but you know, this time in England, it was the queen.

So when you have problems with any woman there,

I will tell you the truth, she will win.

Even if she did bad things to you,

they're going to give her a little percentage, you know.

So me, I lost a lot.

Yeah, a lot. When I say a lot, it's a lot.

And then there was this...

You know, first things,

you know, I feel very sad because when I signed for Chelsea, I wasn't there.

So my mom didn't call me also.

So I didn't even know, you know,

because before I was talking, I was talking with him, you know, before.

But now, since four, nearly five years,

I didn't even have any contact with him, you know.

So these things, when I'm talking about that,

it's paining me a lot, you know, because...