English transcript

I used to be so messy as a teenager. I really I really and now I'm a granny but at 16

I just like

Girl

we were celebrating New Year's and

Yeah, my one of my best friends boyfriend

He just like he was flirting with me all night, and I was really interested in his friend

so we were at this party and

By the end of the night, you know, I don't know what it's like for you guys, but in Europe at 16, that's like

You've been drinking for about four years at this point. Okay, so

Not so much. Well, it depends in the US where you go up. But yeah, yeah, okay

So I was like, ooh, I was picking on my jacket. Everyone was already downstairs

and yeah, he just kind of like started kissing me and I just kissed him back because I

Was messy like that and I was 16 and really drunk and like I

The fucked up thing about this though was that the girl who's who we had had the party at

She filmed this and I didn't know so before I got the chance to tell my friend what happened the next day

She had already got the video sent to her

Yeah, so that that was like really messy but then

But the truth is I wasn't really like in love with him or interested in him. It was this weird

Available mistake that happened, but obviously seeing it

she just cut me off and all my friends just cut me off and I was just like a

floating piece of trash in the universe