Transcript · English → Chinese
Reflections on Semen Retention Relapse
在精液保留复发后，呃，做这个视频 真的很难
坚持了两百 四十天的精液保留后。
我只能说，不值得。 我知道这听起来会让很多人觉得
很夸张。
几乎没人会这么做。 能把精液保留这么久的男性
只占非常小的比例。 人们跟我说：“别太苛责
自己，没关系的。”
“重新开始就好。”是的， 这些都是真的。
我不想过度夸张， 也不想觉得我的人生完了什么的。
但我想分享一下， 在坚持了两百
但我想分享一下， 在坚持了两百
四十天保留
精液之后，
又复发的经历。我真的觉得自己
几乎像是被附身了一样。 我脑子里突然一切都关掉了，
就像在说：“你要去看那个视频， 然后你要做”
随便吧。”而且事情发生得太快了。
就在我释放精液的那一刻，
我全身的能量都变了。 我一直积累的这些
紧张感
瞬间消失了。我感到，我感到
精力很低。 我对自己感到有点羞愧。
这根本不是我想做出的 决定。
这是很好的一次学习经历，让我知道
复发是什么感觉。 我能形容的一种方式是，
当你
进行精液保留时，你会成长很多， 你会学到很
多，而且你会—你能获得这种
能量，还有这种像是 与上帝相连的感觉。
所以在我复发之后， 就好像我仍然拥有
所有那些知识。我仍然，你知道， 我仍然理解所有的
概念，还有，像是，你知道， 它是什么，但我没有
再也无法接触它了。就像，我当时并 没有—— 我不相信。
一旦你释放了精液， 你就会失去对自己所建立一切的掌 控。
如果你能控制得住， 我建议别复发。
而且你坚持得越久，你知道， 我当时已经有240天了，那些
复发，我觉得， 打击会更大，因为，你知道，
那是个很大的
一一项成就， 那是我感到自豪的事
而且，
你知道， 我生活中的很多人都很钦佩
我在做这件事。
而且社交媒体上有些，你知道， 男人，他们看，
他们
仰慕我，也真的很受此激励， 我想继续成为那样的人。
所以，你知道， 我搞砸了，我知道，
别对自己太苛刻，随便吧， 我不在乎。我现在恨死自己了。
不，我开玩笑的。不过，嗯，
我会继续坚持下去。复发绝对是一次
呃……让人
大开眼界的经历。 我不推荐这么做。
坚强一点，别偏离正轨， 继续保持，继续提升
自己，还有，呃，
我相信你， 也谢谢你相信我。
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Original transcript (English)
It's really hard to make this video, uh, after relapsing on semen retention after two hundred and forty days. All I can say is, not worth it. I know this is gonna sound dramatic to a lot of people. Almost nobody even does this. It's a very small percentage of men
who hold their seed for this long. People tell me, you know, "Don't be hard on yourself. It's okay," you know, "Just get right back on." And yes, it's all true. Like, I don't wanna be overly dramatic or think my life's over or anything like that.
But I wanna share my experience after going two hundred and forty days of holding my seed to having a relapse. I really felt that I was almost, like, possessed. It just switched off in my brain,
like, "You're gonna go watch that video, and you're gonna do whatever." And it happened so fast. The second that I released my seed, the entire energy of my body changed. All of this tension that I'd been building
disappeared instantly. I felt, I felt pretty low energy. I felt a little bit ashamed of myself. And it's just not the decision that I wanted to make. It was a very good learning lesson to know how it feels to relapse. One way I can describe it is, like,
when you do semen retention, you, you evolve a lot, you learn a lot, and you ha-- you get access to this energy and this, like, connection to God type of feeling. So after I relapsed, it's like I still had all
of that knowledge. I still, you know, I still understood all the concepts and, like, what, you know, what it is, but I didn't have access to it anymore. Like, it wasn't-- I didn't believe it. Once you release your seed, you lose access to what you built. I suggest not relapsing if you can help it.
And the further you get into it, you know, I was on two hundred and forty days, the relapses, I think, hit a little harder 'cause, you know, it's a big a-accomplishment, and it's just something that I was proud of and that,
you know, a lot of people in my life admired that I was doing that. And there were certain, you know, men here on social media who were look, who looked up to me and who were really, like, inspired by that, and I wanna continue
to be that person. So, you know, I messed up, and I know, don't be so hard on myself, whatever, I don't care. I hate myself now. No, I'm just kidding. But, um, I'm just gonna keep going. Relapsing is definitely a, uh... it's a
eye-opening experience. I don't recommend it. Stay strong, stay on the path, keep retaining, keep building yourself up, and, um, I believe in you, and thanks for believing in me.
