Spiritual Healing Through Quranic Recitation

Girls, listen, I'm telling you something, and consider it the most important thing I've ever said on my account, I swear.

By God, without exaggeration, it's the most important thing I've ever said.

While I was trying to get myself back, it was incredibly hard for me.

The difficulty was that I didn't know myself well enough in the first place to

be able to get myself back, so who was I getting back? Girls, I mean, I went through

so many sessions with mental health professionals, traveled to so many countries, and tried

every way I could. I just wanted to see my smile again,

I wanted to see my eyes sparkle in the mirror. Just imagine, that was all I wished for.

I'd become terrifyingly empty. Nothing in my life had any flavor anymore.

Until, girls, I saw someone say that reading

Surah Al-Baqarah daily is magic, and at that point I was already trying every method.

I didn't care what the method was. I started.

In the first few days, girls, I had a terrifying resistance to continuing it.

I couldn't manage it, lethargy, fatigue, and I don't know what else.

Once it became like that, I knew that was my connection with it, every day

I forced myself, girls, to finish it to the end, and sometimes I'd fall asleep while reading it.

It was like a test of whether you're up for what will happen afterward or not.

Will you stop at the first thing? I swear, girls, until I completed forty days.

I can't explain the difference that happened, because the difference was terrifying.

Everything in my life changed, as if I had been created anew.

I was purified, cleansed. Everything I needed to become myself again

was to cleanse myself of the impurities and residues that

had clung to me over the years, and that I hadn't dealt with in the right ways.

So, Al-Baqarah, Al-Baqarah, Al-Baqarah, girls, stick with it for forty days, and if you can stick with it

for your whole life, please do so. Because what is it? I can't

explain it to you, and I'm not a religious scholar, so I can tell you what

its benefits really are. I'm just telling you about my experience.

My experience with Surah Al-Baqarah was incredible, and when I

I read it and had my sister, my mother, and most of those with me read it too.

Most of them couldn't finish it, but those who did with me, I swear to God, you'll see

the difference in their lives now.

Wait a minute.

Yes.

Wait. After—

My aunt is speaking. Yes.

After you read Surat Al-Baqarah—

Mom.

You see everything deep down come to the surface. You even go into

depression, imagine that.

Right, I went into depression, you know.

Yes.

It turned my life upside down. I left everything, it was exhausting, girls.

You even start doubting yourself.

Right.

But if you seek God's help, trust Him, and keep going,

the first thing is doors start opening within your home.

Right, I swear. I swear, from in—

Within your home, then it's work, livelihood, doors opening

like magic.

I'm telling them, your spirit comes back to you.

You feel God has, um, placed a light from Him upon you

within you, not outside.

Because whoever starts Surat Al-Baqarah and faces pressure

and distress should seek God's help. "What do you think of the Lord

of the Worlds?" If your view of the Lord of the Worlds is good,

He'll get you through this tight spot with ease and comfort.

I swear, girls.

I swear.

It was really hard. Even now, I'm crying. That night was painful to my soul.

Look, by the way.

And everything came to the surface. All the pain, everything like that. Imagine.

So much pressure, and I no longer knew how to deal with anything, but all I knew

at the time was that I had to keep going.

What happens is, the things you've wanted for years, there are people

who got married after struggling to get married, and there are people whose projects took off.

Projects.

Right.

After it cleared up.

Right.

Tomorrow comes, like you're at a sink, sorry.

Yes, honestly, I just told them Surah Al-Baqarah is cleansing.

Yes.

It's cleansing, girls.

It reaches the body, it… it reaches the soul, it reaches—there's

a radiance in your face.

That's the secret that truly, truly changed my life.

Everything else made a difference too. Of course, the psychiatrist listened to me, healing sessions, sessions

I don't know what. I can't say they made no difference, they were part of

the journey, but what

truly made me anew was my commitment to Al-Baqarah for forty days.

I hope, with all my heart, that you just try it, even if it's difficult.

See the results for yourself. My aunt keeps saying that if

you feel tightness while reading it and can't keep going, I mean, my sister would get, girls,

such tightness that she couldn't breathe. Complain to God, "God is my Lord, I associate nothing with Him,"

because these are Satan's ways in. He tries to get hold of you, he tries to stop you, and you should try to

be mentally and spiritually strong, like, "No, I'm going to keep going."

Do you understand? My aunt says this prayer is like a slap in Satan's face.

So, girls, try it. I won't keep you long, but truly, this is something I hope

everyone comes to, because I truly saw its difference in my life, that's all.

No, thank you, thank you. Sorry that I'm saying this to all the girls.

Um.

Um.

And this is a message above my message.

Um.

Thank you, I swear, thank you.

My dear, it's my aunt, I swear.