Japanese → English transcript

I sent a LINE like,“ Where should we go?”

and he said,“ Come over to my place,”

so I thought,“ Our first time hanging out just the two of us, at his house?”

But he invited me, and I didn’t want to miss this chance, I like him, so I thought,“

I have to go.”

So I texted,“ I’ll come to your place,”

and then he said,“ When you come over,

I don’t want you to be turned off or freaked out.” So I was like,“ Are

college guys who live alone, like, is their place super messy? Maybe he’s bad

at cleaning?” I figured it was probably just that much,

and then the day came to go to his place. I went, rang the bell, like ding- dong,

and went in, right?

It’s just the two of us at his place,

so it kind of feels like it might go that way, like,“ Should we take a shower?”

He goes in first, comes out like,“ You’re up next,” then I go in,

come out all nervous, and then— He’s, like, cross- dressed. I don’t even know,

I don’t know, but up until then he’d been wearing normal

clothes. When I went to his place, he had normal clothes on, when I saw him at

college, normal clothes, at the drinking party, normal clothes too.

He’d been dressed like a regular guy, but when I came out, he was wearing

girl’s clothes, like a kind of pretty dress. Like a normal

dress you’d see sold at Lumine, and he had a wig on his head too.

You know, like with soft curls and everything, like, how do I put it,

proper, full- on cross- dressing? Yeah, yeah, I asked,“ Why are

you wearing girl’s clothes?” and then he said he likes wearing these clothes… …

and being the one who gets“ attacked,” like, not as a man, but he wants to be the

one attacked as a woman.

I’ve never had any experience like that, I’ve never“ attacked” a man,

and of course I’ve never“ attacked”

a girl either. So I was thinking, do I have to accept that he’s into that too?

We’re not actually dating, but still, you know… Then he opens that drawer

by the bed, like by the pillow, and in there are toys, toys you use

on your butt. Since I would not even know that he wanted me to tease him,

like,“ I want you to attack my butt with this,”

I just thought I had no choice but to do what he said.

You know there is that kind of atmosphere too, right?

So thinking,“ I guess I have no choice but to do it,” I went at him like this,

and when I did—

He could not make any sound, but he was kind of like a woman.

Men are usually a bit quiet, but— It was not like that,

his voice actually got a bit higher and I was like,“ So he is basically a woman,”

and like,“ Uh, what am I even supposed to do?” While I was doing that,

he was getting worked up over there too, right? Then he rustled

around again and took something out. How should I put it, it was like a belt,

with that thing attached. Like, it was attached around here.

He said he wanted me to put that on and attack his butt,

to put it in and do him. I was so scared, I ran away.