On avoiding judgment and situations involving boys

Honestly, I swear to God…— I swear to God,

speak. Honestly, in my life until today I have been very careful.

You know, I have really held back,

also to not give people material… … so they could talk or judge me.

And especially in this

part that happened to me in here, like for example… … with guys or stuff like that,

I do not know. Honestly, I really have,

I have always tried to avoid those things… …

and to protect myself because I am very young and I know that I can make mistakes.