Why Does Aya Face Backlash? On Positivity, Envy and Personal Growth

I’m gonna be a bit blunt. Why do you always end up in such huge scandals?

You totally… get why, right. To be honest,

Aya has basically zero private life. Because I put everything out on YouTube,

normally you’d be careful, right, really think about the camera when you talk.

But, you know, I don’t mean those scandal cases.

I do think Aya’s at fault there for sure,

but sometimes I get hit with these super unreasonable pile- ons right away too…

I think it’s because I’m so upbeat.

Ah, everyone’s just jealous, huh. When someone’s bright,

people kind of wanna attack them, you know what I mean. You get it, right.

When someone’s cheerful no matter what they do, people are like,“ Huh? Why?”

Yeah, I get it.

Like when there’s something I can’t do and I’m feeling down about it.

And there are things you just can’t do,

but it’s like, it can’t be helped, we’re only human.

When I see someone who’s like,“ Yeah, there are things I can’t do,

let’s just move on to the next,” I do think,“ Must be nice,”

and I kinda get how that can flip into turning into a hater.

Right? You’re like,“ What the hell?”

When someone’s like,“ Let’s be positive and have fun,” you’re kind of like,“ What?”

From Aya’s point of view, that’s just the way she’s lived,

but it’s probably like,“ Don’t think it’s that simple,” that kind of feeling.

It sort of rubs people the wrong way, or like… it’s sad?

But I’m not exactly sad, it just makes me think everyone really is different.

Yeah, I feel that. Until Aya was around twenty,

I was like,“ Why does everyone think like that? Isn’t that weird?”

I used to think,“ I’m not doing anything wrong, am I?”

But recently I finally learned that everyone has their own personality and their own

way of living. I used to be pretty bad, huh. I was like,“ So childish, so childish,

this person’s way of thinking,” but I’ve totally changed. I mean, obviously,

I’m already twenty- two. True. So yeah, that’s how it is.