Exploring Sexual Attraction and Relationships

I'm only sexually attracted to men.

Like, I have no emotion towards men at all.

Like,

I knew this at a younger age, but I thought I had to date men and shit

because I don't know, that's what

they told me. But then when I got older, I was like, "Nigga," I never

had a desire to be in a relationship with a man ever,

knowing that I'm bisexual.

Like, I just never had the desire, so...

But I'm emotionally and sexually attracted to women.

But

I have less sex with women

because you can fuck men and go on about your business.

But like when I, when-- Like I admire women, and I love them.

I love being around them. I love the way they love everything.

But I be like, "Bitch, I ain't ready to be faithful right now,"

so I don't get in

no relationship. 'Cause the times that I do get in a relationship with a

woman, I'm

faithful.

I'm loving. I'm caring.

Bitch, I don't want that right now.