Caitlyn Jenner's Gender Identity: Pam's Account and What Kris Knew

When I was working for him, one day when I poked my

head in and, you know, to just say, "Bruce, I'm here," he was in nothing but

women's lacy underwear. And, um, now keep in mind, I'm

19, I'm fresh off the farm. I was like,

"What is going on here?"

I was very confused. This is my all-American hero.

I went to the bathroom right there just to kinda collect myself, and on the

counter was, um, eyelashes, fake eyelashes.

And moments later, he was right behind me, and he sat

me down and he more or less said, "You know,

basically, Pam, inside I feel more like a woman

than a man, and I have ever since I have been about

five years

old."

Did Kris know about your gender dysphoria before you got married?

It was one small conversation.

Um, I told her a little bit about me.

Um,

but also,

uh,

I told her, and I certainly had at that point moved on,

I said, "I, you know,

I just can't live that lifestyle.

Um, it's really not me." Uh, I just had to, uh,

uh, just say something to her about it because

here we were gonna be together,

um, and, uh, I had moved on.