Struggles of Parental Alienation

Hey.

My son's birthday is this weekend, and he's gonna turn eight.

And I haven't seen him since Christmas of last year

. Not by choice. Not my choice at all .

Um,

but he was withheld from me for months and months.

And when I finally tried to do something about it,

I was blocked by the court

. Um, because a lot of things were said that are so completely untrue

about

me. And in order for me to

prove that that's not true,

I called 100 attorneys,

and all of them were like, "I don't have time for this."

And the other ones were

like, "I'll do this if you give me $20,000

worth of a retainer , and that's not including trial

or anything like that.

But I have to have it upfront, and I won't work with you

or let you do a payment

plan. I need it now."

And I don't have $20,000 to give them

. So I've just been saving up and trying my best, and trying

to work with his dad, who won't work with me, who won't

talk to me hardly

. So what do I, what do I do? What the fuck

do I do?

I,

I know that I'm emotional right now,

but this is, this is my son.

I don't know

what I'm doing. I don't know what to do next.

I'm just lost, and I need support. And maybe I just wanna

tell you, be careful who you have kids with,

and maybe I just wanna tell you to hug

your kids really fucking tight for me tonight

. Because I don't want anyone to feel what

it feels like to go this long

without their baby.

Can you just tell me what to do? If anyone has been here before, just tell

me.

I know that I don't share a lot of this publicly.

Social media is my job.

Being vulnerable is hard and, and then I'm afraid of the repercussions

of

even speaking about this online and what that will do to me,

trying to fight for my son.

But I...

What else am I supposed to do? Ask AI?

Ask Google fucking Gemini, "How do I get my son?"

No.

I'm leaning on my community and my support and, and then,

and I'm just asking

anyone

possibly, what the fuck do I do?

How do you fight nine months of alienation

by yourself?

I don't know.

All I know is I miss my son and, and he doesn't deserve this, and I don't

deserve this.

So

just tell me