Jealousy and Boundaries in Adult Film Relationships

It was a thorn in the side of our relationship.

I'm a jealous person. So despite the fact that Caden was saying this is just business- It's very difficult to understand how it's okay for me to do it and not for her.

Why is it? I know that when she did scenes with other guys, she would come home to me and love me, and I know that, yeah, I also know she was really good at her job, so it, it made it a little difficult.

He just didn't want me there. A- and I, I could see it in his eyes.

It wasn't like he went crazy. You could just tell it, it bothered him. It hurt him.

So even though your job involves this incredibly most intimate physical experience two people can share- Mm-hmm ... you're able to have a wall around it?

Of course. Completely. It's not because I'm having sex with a person in a scene that I'm gonna hold her hands with her after the scene.

We're done, we're done. I often hear people say, "Oh, you could have done anything.

Why did you do this?" And then I, I sort of wanna explain.

I'm, "Okay, well tell me what anything is and how it puts me at age 29 with the love of my life and a baby in a nice house with my retirement set up, a good chunk of money in the bank, residual income, and all the free time to spend with the people I love."