Struggles with Modern Dating Culture

Guys are so lucky. You guys do not understand.

So I'm twenty-five, right?

I'm sitting here and I'm having to build a fucking roster.

I'm having to sit here and go out and do things I don't wanna do.

I don't want a roster. I don't wanna go out and date.

I don't like this hookup culture. I don't like any of it.

But I feel like I don't have a choice.

Men, you guys just get to sit there, and you guys can go

and wait until you're in

your thirties, you're, you're almost forty,

and you can just go get with a girl

that's in her fucking twenties and live a normal life.

Girls don't have that luxury. I'm now sitting here at

twenty-five, having to figure out how the fuck to get

back in these fucking

streets so I can figure out so ten years down the line, I'm not sitting there

single still with my daughter being an only child.

Like, I want to have a family. I want to have kids. I want to be happy.

Like, I want all of these things,

but people don't want that nowadays, it feels. It feels like no matter...

It's like, what is this dating stuff? What is Hinge? What is Tinder?

What is all of this? Like, it's disgusting.

Like, my friends helped me make a p- like, make a,

a Hinge and a Tinder, and it's like,

I hated it. I hate it. I ended up deleting my Hinge,

and I'm getting ready to delete the Tinder because it's just...

Like pe- like I ha- I don't wanna talk to anybody on there.

Like, I don't wanna do any of this. Like, like, like I'm just sitting there like a

magazine going through, like, clothing.

That's what it feels like, and it's like, I don't want that, and I don't wanna be

a part of that. I don't wanna be a part of that at all