Discussion on Masculine and Feminine Dynamics

I say go yourself.

I see. I see. Okay, good. That's-- I'm glad to see the feminine

is fully developed

in you.

I'm about ninety-nine percent masculine.

Ninety-nine percent? Wait a second. Move over. M-move over.

I just wanna see this.

Just, I just wanna get a closer look.

Ninety-nine percent masculine. Uh, look at the state right now.

Is this your idea of masculine?

No.

No.

Oh, this is the one percent that shows up every now and then?

Yes.

I see. It shows up when a masculine energy shows up,

then she goes back feminine.

But she surrounds herself with men that are more feminine and calls herself

masculine, 'cause you actually do become masculine

around them.

I mean, I've learned in the seminar I need to be

more feminine, but it's just a

difficult thing to do.

Is it?

I mean, I feel like-

I just walked up to you, and you changed states somehow,

and it wasn't attraction.

It's not hard. It's that you keep surrounding yourself with

people you think you

can control, and the fastest way you control them

is you tear them down.

Now, you don't always do it verbally and directly 'cause that's a little

dangerous,

so you do that in your own head, and you demonstrated it four

or five times in the

first three sentences that you spoke about your boss

and everyone else, did you

not? You emasculated all of them as fast as you

could 'cause there's two

ways to be significant. One is work your ass off and grow and take

risks and go through the injustice of life that we all go through, or the other is

tear everybody else down

and have the illusion if they're going down, you're moving up.

Have you ever been with a woman?

I'm really attracted to men. The problem is, um,

I turn them like

tires.

You turn them like tires?

Yeah. So they rotate right in and out.

Yeah, I understand. Uh, what kind of men do you tend to rotate,

truthfully?

So it's been half and half. So I would say definitely go for sometimes

the

feminine side-

Mm-hmm

... but more recently it's been the very

masculine type.

And how would you rotate a masculine? I'd just love to hear this.

If they were truly masculine.

Usually in the bedroom.

And your idea of rotating them in the bedroom would be?

I'm very feminine.

Oh, you become very feminine?

Yeah.

Oh, okay. So in the bedroom you become very

feminine, and then how does that rotate

them?

I just don't keep them.

You don't keep them?

Yeah. So I don't let them get close enough.

Perhaps you're confused, and they leave your house

and are very happy that you rotate them 'cause they want to

get away the minute you

become the masculine .