Discussion on Hallucinations and Parenting

So, okay, the 10 days, you see the man, and then what happens?

Um, my hallucinations

and intrusive thoughts continued to build and

get worse.

And when my son was three months old was the first time I

heard

someone talking to me that wasn't there.

Can you explain to us what that-

Yeah

... feels like?

I had my son in the baby bath on the counter in our bathroom, and

he began to cry in the bath. I don't remember

why at this point, and I heard as if

a m- man, it was a man's voice for me, as if a man had

walked up behind me and whispered in my right ear,

"It will stop if you hold him under the water."

Mm-hmm.

My son had just barely began to

cry, and I

stopped, and I heard it again,

"Just push him under the water."

I grabbed his towel, and I picked him up, and I

ran out of the room

crying.