Quitting Porn, Sexual Energy and Protecting Your Mind

I don't watch porn because-

No, I don't, I don't

... I noticed my neuro, my neural path start changing. I used to,

though.

Beautiful.

I, I was at one time.

Yeah.

I used to be watching porn talking about, "Man, that nigga killing that ho, son.

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" you know? And I used to get-- I used to sit down and masturbate

and watch porn.

Yeah.

I used to sneak and do it till one time, this brother had told me, he say,

"You know that's self-mutilation?"

Uh.

He say, "You celebrating to-- You jacking off to another man's success."

Oh.

There's other ways to stimulate yourself mentally, and then he started telling me

about sex transmutation.

Yeah.

Where you can take that sexual energy and channel it into your workouts,

into your craft, into your music. You're traveling it, channel it into

whatever it is that you focused on at the time.

Mm.

And that's when I was like, "That's crazy." Like,

if you pleasure driven, you

develop addictions. If you purpose-driven, you develop

riches.

Mm-hmm.

And not just with wealth of the, of the, of the pocket, but of the heart

and of the mind.

Yeah.

'Cause like I'm, I'm a freak for, like, new information.

Mm.

Like, I love to be stimulated mentally.

Right. Uh-huh.

Like, I love conversations that leave me feeling refreshed.

Right.

Mm-hmm.

We're not protective of our energy

in the way that we should be because

sometime I say, excuse me, sometime I say, "I'm held responsible for

the places that I place myself."

But that's physically.

Right.

But I've been working with this other guy. You know what the fascia is?

Mm-hmm.

Of course.

So

we've been working on, like, releasing, like, certain traumas in your fascia.

Mm-hmm.

Like, and we've been working on that, and he's told me something that was

so beautiful. He said, "The physical, the mental, the spiritual is all one

system. If one thing's off, everything's off." And I said,

"Wow." And it, it intrigued me to the point I was like,

I'm not overprotective of myself where I place myself

energetically and spiritually and psychologically.

I need to start being more cognitive in these areas.

Physically, I know certain areas and certain places I'm not gonna place

myself,

but it's certain places I shouldn't even place myself energetically-

Mm. I never thought of that

... or spiritually, or psychologically.

And I was like, you know what?

It's not 'cause I feel like I'm better.

It's 'cause I know I am.