The Burden of Consciousness and Awareness

Not a single one of you wants to hear this, but once you become conscious, life

stops being fun and it becomes a curse. Try watching a movie.

You can't. Your brain instantly detects the

propaganda, the

messaging, the psychological fingerprints of whoever

funded the script.

Try going to a party, and everyone looks like an NPC running

outdated software. It's a circus of insecurity

held together by dopamine withdrawals and fake confidence.

Or try going on a date.

You don't see her. You see the father wound, the validation

addiction, the mask she learned to wear.

Consciousness does not set you free. It isolates you.

It disconnects you from the clown world everyone else still is pretending is

normal. So once you see the code behind the

simulation, you

can't unsee it ever again. All that's left is silence

and, well,

the cold comfort of knowing it's the only thing that isn't lying to you.

Being conscious and aware is honestly a gift and a curse.

You find yourself in a jail cell. You can't watch the same movies

that everyone

watches. You can't listen to the same music

that everyone listens to

without,

you know, looking at it differently and hearing it differently.

You'll find yourself wanting to have conversations about the propaganda behind

these media masses,

but you'll see that one out of ten people can have it with you.