Apology and Reflection in Relationships

Well, I, I just wanna say first,

thank you for coming

to a place you've been 9,000 times before already.

But thank you for coming in 2026.

Um, I- before we say anything, I

think

I'll start the conversation saying that

I genuinely apologize. Anything that

caused any pain, any trauma, any stress,

and any ignorance

in your life in the last two years.

And we got a lot of stuff to talk about, but I just, before we say anything, I

wanna start with that, you know?

Thanks.

I wanna say that I am genuinely

sorry.

Thank you. I'm genuinely sorry, too. I know we already talked.

Of course.

But-

Of course

... I want the world to know that I'm sorry, too.

Of course.

'Cause I j-

I said a lot of stuff that I didn't mean.

Yeah. I think that this conversation is important.

It's really not important, 'cause we don't give a fuck about how

y'all feel.

But for the simple fact of there's a lot

of misconstrued,

um, conceptions on the internet, because a lot of people

only know the outside looking in, and they don't

know a lot, because whose business is it to know a lot?

But

I think that

the depth of our relationship,

just how deep of a friendship that we genuinely have, I mean,

all of us, uh, you know, the whole family, but, but me and you.

And, um,

so I think when, you know, we the other day had the

show and

I had a long day, went back online, everyone was like, oh, you know,

everyone had

their opinions and everyone had something to say.

A, a lot of people were actually really happy, which was,

that was nice.

Mm-hmm.

You know, but then, you know, you had people who

had opinions,

and I think that's based off the misconception that we

put out, which I think

essentially, you know, the, the most important thing that I learned is

that

hurt people do hurt things. Like, for instance,

the narrative, it's a, it's, it's several narratives,

but let's start with the

songwriting, right? I've always felt so embarrassed by that

video because I got so out of character as a man,

as the man I am. I got so out of character and, and I,

and I just was a

person that I'm not. You know, I, I was speaking in

a tone that I don't speak in. I was saying

things that I would never say out loud, and I was,

like, intentionally trying to hurt your

feelings. You know, I was purposely... I was so angry.

I felt so betrayed, and I was like, "Oh, I need to, oh, I

need to, I need to make her feel me," you know?

And I was very immature.

Um, I was very immature, and it was very childish, and I cringe kinda

at the idea of the action of doing such,

especially to a person you love, you know, and you care about.

Because, I mean, there's no such thing as a perfect

relationship between

anyone. You fight and you, you love, and you fight, and you go up, and you

go down, and things happen. I don't know.

It's just, there's, there's just no excuse for

the, my actions. Um-

You are human, though, and it was a lot-

Right

... going on.

It, it was a lot.

It's okay.

Um, but nevertheless, I just think it's important to address it

and,

and to say that, you know, I, I, I said things

about writing songs for you, all your songs, and that wasn't true.

Um, you know, I said things about dressing everybody all

the time and,

and, and I hate that I said that. That was, I...

And I always hated that I said that line, 'cause now I- it's like giving

ammunition to people who don't really know what's going on

to try and make jokes when it's, like, not even the case, you

know? I mean, you can't take things back that happened,

but I do wish it, I

didn't do it, because it showed...

W- w- well, I just didn't get, I just didn't think. I wasn't thinking.

I was just stewing. I was spewing hatred, and I was

just, like, so upset. I was so upset at you.

I was so upset at her, and I was just, I was just upset, and I just felt-

And they were your two best friends.

Right. I don't know. More to it is just that I really do apologize, you

know? Um,

it wasn't right.

It, it wasn't right at all.

Yeah, I, I, I just wanted to start it with that,

you know,

cover that base. It's a big base that I know is, I know is

extremely important to you, and it's important to me, too.

And, and, and I hope

it f- I hope that you can feel the sincerity-

I do, for sure

... in what I'm saying to you.

I definitely do