Discussion on Leaving the Adult Industry

Um,

that's hard because I'm not him. You know what I mean?

Yeah.

I would say probably him and I met,

and we talked for, like, a few months, and then we stopped

talking because of me, because I wasn't ready to leave-

Yeah

... porn yet. And then finally we kind of started

talking

again, and finally I was like, "I am

so ready to leave this behind. I can't do this anymore.

I'm miserable." Um, so I think probably having that, like,

initial relationship, like, we formed a friendship first-

Mm-hmm

... and he liked me as a person and didn't see

porn star.

Yeah. He just thought-

Um-

... you were a dope person.

Yeah. He just saw me as a person, like pe- So

I had

honestly, like, a really kind of shitty childhood,

not in the

sense of, like, I had bad parents or anything like that.

I had really debilitating social anxiety my

whole life, my whole childhood, starting I'd s-