Grande Fratello: Disappointment and doubts about Megan's honesty

I'm sorry, because I'm probably a lot to deal with about certain things, but I have to follow what I feel.

No, but you're not a lot to deal with. How are you a lot to deal with?

No, but we're on Big Brother, at h- h- home, you do— I mean, everything has to be fun...

And she keeps telling me, "Giunia, it's a game," it's a game. Yes, it's a game.

It's a game. Thank you, it's a game. But when I say— But what are we talking about?

Hot air? No, darling. Nobody can convince me. No.

I question myself, maybe too much, both in life and here, because I carry it inside me, I open the red door, it's me.

I cry, I cry too much, absolutely true. I get emotional, laugh, jump, but you can't come and tell me that I'm not a real person.

No, this happened to you. Do you know what she said tonight?

She said: "During the day, we don't— we aren't together."

Like, during the day, you... You were always together, you were always together.

Anyway, you were really hurt, I understand you, everyone has their own sensitivities, but I told you, let's put this into perspective because she's not a friend of yours of ten years. Sure.

You were disappointed by her, you know, you felt...

Let's put it all into perspective. No, but not to the point that— You were hurt, but put it into perspective, because you only met her two months ago.

No, but, darling, we're in the middle of— Sure, but it's all tied to the, uh, Big Brother. Sure, sure.

I really felt I had to protect you in this game, I mean, if I could protect you, do things for you...

But because you're young, because you have a dream, like all of us here, but there are people who if you can—don't put them up for a public vote, I do it because it makes me happy, because I care, because I get attached,

I care about you, and I do it. Dynamics, no dynamics, I— I don't give a damn, I get attached, and I do it.

They can say I'm mean, but anyway, I'm someone who if I think something about anyone, I go and tell them.

And that's why I seem mean. And I'll seem mean now, too, but there's no transparency in Megan.

Even when she was talking— In what she does, look.

Look, I've seen it more than once