Personal Testimony of Faith and Struggle

I saw Jesus. Ya Allah, Jesus forgive me. Forgive me, please.

My brothers, my sisters, please listen to me. That video from the hospital, it went everywhere.

I know many of you are angry with me now. You send me words of hate. You say you'll hurt my family.

Please, I beg you by the name of God, do not touch them. They are innocent. They did not choose what I chose.

Brothers, you call me traitor. You write to me, you say my turning to Christ is haram. I did not choose this.

Wallahi, I had no choice. In the night of my pain, he came. Jesus showed himself to me. He is the true God.

He spoke to my heart. How can I deny what my eyes have seen?

Peace be upon you, my dear brothers and sisters. I... I hold this phone now and I cannot stop my tears.

Since that video from the hospital, you people, you have poured love on me like a river. I read the messages, the prayers.

I feel them in my bones. Thank you, wallahi, I thank you. All my 70...