The Loneliness and Grief of Awakening to Conspiracy Theories

To all my friends out there who know what is really going on, to all my

conspiracy theorist friends, sometimes it's a curse and

not a blessing to be awake. In my over forty-five years of

behind-the-scenes invisible intelligence work, I feel compelled

to share the following for your consideration.

Awakening is the most liberating,

alienating, excruciating, empowering,

lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening,

expansive journey. And if you find yourself struggling trying to

process all this insanity, believe me when I say

you are not alone. No one talks about the darkness

that accompanies awakening or the grief we go

through, not only grieving the life and illusions that you once

had, but the realization that almost everything you thought

you knew is a lie. The beliefs you've held,

people you've trusted, principles you were taught, all lies.

Shattering illusions is never an enjoyable experience.

There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth, and the

grieving process doesn't stop there.

With these newfound realizations, you will find yourself

grieving all over again. Grieving the loss of many

relationships with people who just don't get it.

Feeling alone, being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses,

but for many of you, your very own family and friends too.

Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you're

surrounded by. Struggling with carrying on bullshit,

shallow

conversations that lack substance with those who are

still fast asleep. Even feeling disconnected from your

entire support system because they can't see what you

see.

Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance because ignorance is

bliss and reality is harsh. Awakening can be a

lonely road, and you will often find yourself

journeying alone.

There's no way to sugarcoat it. Awakening to the realities of this world

is brutal. It will have you running through the

entire gamut of

human emotions. You have to master the art of diving down

the

darkest of rabbit holes only to come out and still function in daily

life, and that's a skill,

uh, people don't talk about enough.

Some of you are or will struggle with feeling disconnected from

family and friends.

It's as though they exist in another world.

Please know you are not alone,

and not only are you not alone, you have an entire group of like-minded

folks standing with you. You may be separate, we may be

separated by miles, but we are deeply connected in mind,

purpose, and spirit. God loves you, and so do I.

Signed, Dave. Uh, perhaps one of the greatest

pieces or greatest emails or

just fantastic.