Persian → English transcript

Hello, everyone.

I hope you're doing well. I'm not doing well at all. But I can't stay

silent anymore.

I can't stay silent in the face of all this injustice.

I can't tolerate anything anymore, not at all.

( Crying) I want to talk. I want to talk.

I just want to talk. I want to defend myself. I didn't deserve this.

Okay?

Listen to my words. Please. I want to talk about the attack that Ms. Mahsa Nazari,

this lady, has been making on me for about a year now.

This lady first came to my DMs and messaged me saying how

much we are alike and so on.

She said," I'm a fighter," and we had a friendship, and I really didn't know.

This lady wanted me to go after one of the monarchist guys every day,

one day to go after Salar Gholami, one day to go after Mr. Amir Hossein Etemadi,

one day she wanted me to go after Mr.

Maziar Loo, and one day she wanted…

Meaning every day he wanted me to go after a group of people.

And if I didn't do this, the photos from my past… I am an honest person.

On this path, the pillar of our path is loyalty to you, to the people of Iran,

to my king, to my land, loyalty and honesty.

He wanted me to go after the guys on the royalist team,

people who are working hard alongside my king, working hard, working hard,

okay? They put their heart and soul into it.

If I don't go against these people and against their personal lives,

with the photos from my past… I am honest.

These photos, these were photos that I distributed myself. Photos that were,

I don't know, sexy photos or whatever they were, I distributed the photos myself.

I wasn't in a good mental state when I was in Malaysia.

I attempted suicide in Malaysia. Okay? I wasn't in a good mental state.

I was under severe mental pressure.

I distributed those photos or whatever else.

Those photos were ones I published myself.

Okay? And they used them against me...

I mean, I was threatened over and over again that they'd release those

photos against me. If I didn't...

... target other people's personal lives,

if I didn't speak against the royalist team, expose their personal lives, ...

and ruin them, those photos would be released again and again.

When those photos were taken, I wasn't in a good mental state.

I was taking psychiatric pills.

The very organization that sent me here— I came here as a refugee, okay?

They know everything.

For a year, this woman has been running a Telegram channel speaking against me,

sending the photos to...

... people with high- profile pages,

and anyone who accepted me despite my past, ...

she wanted to ruin my relationship, specifically...

And now she's targeting the other guys.

I was willing to let those photos be released again and again,

rather than targeting other people's personal lives. You know what I mean?

I'm not at all a person... I'm not like that in life... In my struggle,

I also like to fight honorably, not...

This lady has done something that has given me panic attacks.

My mental state is messed up again and again. Every day I wake up,

these Telegram channels pop up, and those photos appear before my eyes again,

those days appear before my eyes again. Time and time again,

I've decided to commit suicide.

I feel like I've been left alone on this path. Don't let me be alone.

I tried to sacrifice all of myself, okay?

Don't let me and others deal with certain things, okay? Please.

She is not that person. Don't let it be like this. I am fighting for freedom.

So that if someone made a mistake in their past, they can find their way.

Not like me now, thinking every day that this life must end. Just because I fought,

now the photos of someone's daughter keep appearing before her eyes.

Please don't take this matter lightly, okay? I tried to fight.

I tried, even if my photos were leaked,

not to speak out against Salar Gholami, not to speak out against Mr.

Amirhossein Etemadi,

not to speak out against Lady Yasamin.

I always wanted to find my own way, to find my right path,

to be an honorable person. If I made a mistake,

to learn from it and make up for it.

Not to be threatened again now with those same things. These photos,

to the kids who...

those who have seen them, they know. I am not a liar.

I didn't come here to say these photos were AI or anything.

I was not in a good mental state. Okay?

This woman has made me think of suicide every day. My whole life, my relationship,

the love I had with that person, my love, she took everything away from me.

( Crying) I'm telling you,

don't let me be left alone on this path. Don't let... don't let either me,

or other people, okay?

stay silent in this fight because of their past.

The Islamic Republic did everything it could to silence us, okay?

By any means necessary. I refused to stay silent.

I refused to target the members of the monarchist team, okay?

But now my mental state is such that I get panic attacks two or three times a day.

I constantly want to hide myself, I constantly want to… Please don't let me

stay like this.

Don't let me do something I shouldn't do.

For the sake of our eternal martyrs,

for the sake of Iran, I will endure everything. But don't leave me alone.

Don't let my state remain like this.

Don't let this woman do this to my life. I'm really tired. ( Crying) If I

made any mistakes in the past, I apologize to all of you.

But I have found my way, okay? I beg you not to turn your backs on me, okay?

You know what I mean? With… You know, don't let these people,

with these photos, okay?

Be able to silence me and others, Not just me,

but silence other people, and strike down other fellow fighters.

Do you know how many of the kids are pulling out out of fear for their reputation?

Because of the Islamic Republic, because of what these people say,

because they create Telegram channels and want to silence us.

But they can't silence me. But time and time again, because of this,

because of these leaked photos,

I lost the love of my life. Okay? I became homeless. Okay? I was ostracized,

and the people around me left me.

Do you know what I'm telling you?

Don't let it stay like this. Don't let it.

( Crying) I really don't know how I should against this person, against Ms.

Mahsa Nazari, defend myself. Okay?

Because I didn't turn on the members of the monarchist team.

Because for me, anyone who, in the path of my king, in the path of my Iran's soil,

in the path of our immortal ones, in the path of our goals, took a step, okay?

I stood firm. Do you know what I mean? I showed respect. Well?

For me, all the members of the Kingdom team and all the kids who

worked hard for Iran,

have always been respectable to me.

Right? Let's not abandon our women,

let's not abandon each other. Ms. Mahsa Nazari, right? Ms. Mahsa Nazari,

time and time again, with these photos you released, you made me have panic

attacks and want to commit suicide. Right?

I leave this judgment to the people.

Right? The people themselves will decide how to judge.