A Personal Account of Satanic Churches and a Breaking Point

I should also say that most of these people had a, a, a belief

that, that differed from the norm.

You have Catholics, you have Protestants, you have all kinds of religions.

These people, most of them had a Luciferian

belief.

And everyone can say, yeah, faith doesn't exist and God doesn't exist,

Allah

doesn't exist. Well, to those people it was the truth and the

reality. They served something immaterial.

They served what they called Lucifer.

And

I also ended up in those circles.

I just laughed at it, because to me, they were simply customers.

So I went to what they called Satan's churches.

I wanted to say this. We're talking about Satanism now.

Yes.

Okay.

So I went to Satan's churches, but I came as part of my rounds.

Just dropping by, just visiting, and there at that moment was a holy mass.

Their kind of holy mass. And that involved naked women, some drinks, this

and

that. And I just thought it was fun.

I placed little or no faith in their beliefs.

Or I wasn't even really convinced that any of it

existed at all.

It was more of a spectacle to you.

Yes, I… I simply saw the darkness and evil

and the depth

of it lies within man himself. Yes,

I just hadn't connected it like that yet,

but those were the circles I moved in, too.

Because that, yeah, as a guest, so to speak. Because I

thought it was all pretty fun, with all the naked women and all the little things that

were going on there.

It was the free life.

But there came a moment when I was invited.

That's why I'm telling you this, too,

to take part in sacrifices.

abroad.

That was the breaking point.

Children.

Okay.

You were asked that.

Yes, I couldn't do it.

And then? Do you want to stop for a moment, by the way?

No.

Okay.

And then I gradually started to fall apart.

I'd been through quite a lot as a child.

Yes, and that affected me so deeply.

Everything went wrong.

But that's the world I come from.

And then I started refusing things at work.

I couldn't do it anymore.

And then I became a danger.

To them. Of course.

I was no longer functioning at my best. I started to fall apart and had

refused things.